Saturday, July 30, 2005
am i not preddy enuf?
is muh hart too broken?
do i cry too much?
am i too outspoken?
don't i make u laugh?
mebbe i shud try much harder...
WHY DO U SEE RIGHT THROUGH ME?
things have been reli farked up for mi these few days...it seems omoz impossible to spend one day without crying..aihh...exmas over..makes no effing difference to mi..juz feel like jumping of the building..the onli thing tat's stopping mi is my fear of heights. :) nice.
yesterdae was evelyn's party...supposed to go de...budden dunno wad came over mi den i got so pissed..went into my room and started taking stuff to start scratching my hands..goodness..i felt so mad..aihh...like i was troubled wif so many things at once...and i reli wanted to go to the party and SHE couldnt gimme a final answer..aihh..wadeva la..din reli feel lyk goin in the end..sobz...nwae..read stef's blog..tink they reli enjoyed themselves la so oh well..eve..if ure reading dis im reli sorry k?
hmm..not in blogging mood now la...i just wanna sleep and be completely oblivious to wadeva is goin on in this world of shit.kill mi. :(
definition of love : a wonderful feeling of being stabbed,torn,crushed,shattered and broken.
synonym of love : hurt
i'm sorry for loving yoo.
posted by - Joylyn //. at 2:53 PM
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