Saturday, July 30, 2005
im addicted to this song now thanx to stef..ish.
Am I not pretty enough
Is my heart too broken
Do I cry too much
Am I too out spoken
Don't I make you laugh
Should I try it harder
Why do you see right through me
I live I breathe
I let it rain on me
I fall I freeze
I pray down on my knees
I hope I stand
I take it like a man
I try as hard as I can
and dis song too..aihh
i wanna let you know, that i'll always love you baby..
sometimes i think about everything that we've been thru & i pray that you would
just open your eyes, i love you (i love you baby) ( i love you 2 girl)
& i need you (& i need you 2)
so please dont throw our love away...
since the day you & i snuck away to be alone
i new from that night something special went on
it must of been the 1st kiss, u told me that no1 else in the world made u feel this
i felt the same way too,but nothing stays the same
im sorry for the tears im sorry 4 the pain
you were the 1 that always made things rite
i promise you this though u got a friend for life
maybe one day we can try it again,& maybe things can be a little different
so lets just kiss and say good bye cuz i really cant stand the pain to see
you cry..
(chrous)i've given everything,i loved u endlessly,
but when it comes to me you dont even notice me (repeat twice)
all that is mine is yours thats what i said
treat you with love and respect in every way
you want it i dig, you need me i was there
now you treat me like if im not here
i loved you i need and i dont wanna let go
if you want someone else please let me no
cant take it no more,im diein inside,is this the price i paid for handiling my life
i no im not perfect but i truly cared, so if you wake up one mornin
and im not there just rembemer i loved you & it'll never be the same
gave you everything and you threw it all away
(chrous)i've given everything,i loved u endlessly,
but when it comes to me you dont even notice me (repeat twice)
i gave you my good and my bad, my heart andmy soul, my trust my money my time
what more can you ask from a man even when times are hard i held out my arms
& held you
even accepted you through wutever weather but now i feel it we're at the end of the road
whatever we had now i gotta let go nights like this i wish rain drops would fall to
cover my tears wishing i could replace all those wasted years
of loveing someone who couldnt love me back now i feel like i gotta start from scratch
but i no i've givein you my everything
(chrous)i've given everything,i loved u endlessly,
but when it comes to me you dont even notice me (repeat twice)
it's hard to fake a smile when ure breaking inside.
posted by - Joylyn //. at 5:42 PM
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am i not preddy enuf?
is muh hart too broken?
do i cry too much?
am i too outspoken?
don't i make u laugh?
mebbe i shud try much harder...
WHY DO U SEE RIGHT THROUGH ME?
things have been reli farked up for mi these few days...it seems omoz impossible to spend one day without crying..aihh...exmas over..makes no effing difference to mi..juz feel like jumping of the building..the onli thing tat's stopping mi is my fear of heights. :) nice.
yesterdae was evelyn's party...supposed to go de...budden dunno wad came over mi den i got so pissed..went into my room and started taking stuff to start scratching my hands..goodness..i felt so mad..aihh...like i was troubled wif so many things at once...and i reli wanted to go to the party and SHE couldnt gimme a final answer..aihh..wadeva la..din reli feel lyk goin in the end..sobz...nwae..read stef's blog..tink they reli enjoyed themselves la so oh well..eve..if ure reading dis im reli sorry k?
hmm..not in blogging mood now la...i just wanna sleep and be completely oblivious to wadeva is goin on in this world of shit.kill mi. :(
definition of love : a wonderful feeling of being stabbed,torn,crushed,shattered and broken.
synonym of love : hurt
i'm sorry for loving yoo.
posted by - Joylyn //. at 2:53 PM
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005
wh damn it..i typed in a whole darn entry bout the sleepover and god noes wad happened to oit...it juz got freekin deleted..bloody hell.in skool nw..kan type much but..yea..it was fun watchin edison chen..=) ven and fareez slept over..we watched house ov wax until bout 4 plus..slept..nxt morning din get to go to cs..ended up lepakking at muh place till 6 plus plus..yep..gtg..got this stoopid money kursus,...darn...love ya darling =)
posted by - Joylyn //. at 10:41 AM
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Monday, July 11, 2005
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Saturday, July 09, 2005
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Friday, July 08, 2005
i currently feel DEAD.
i sumhow tink i have cancer.hee..
posted by - Joylyn //. at 10:45 PM
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Inside Your Heaven I've been down
Now I'm blessed
I felt a revelation coming around
I guess its right, it's so amazing
Everytime I see you I'm alive
You're all I've got
You lift me up
All my dreams are in your eyes I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
When the storm blows your way
I wanna be earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathin' in
A soothin' wind
I wanna be inside your heaven When minutes turn to days and years
When mountains fall, I'll still be here
Holdin you until the day I die
And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
When the storm blows your way I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
When the storm blows your way
I wanna be earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathin' in
A soothin' wind
I wanna be inside your heaven
Oh yes I do
I wanna be inside your heaveni am currently addicted to this song x)
forgive mi. harts.
posted by - Joylyn //. at 10:26 PM
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Thursday, July 07, 2005
posted by - Joylyn //. at 6:47 PM
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